What do you do when those feelings of hopelessness,
worthlessness, guilt, dejection and paralyzing fear come upon you like a tidal
wave? Each day you wake up and see you have to go through the motions of life
again, it kills your enthusiasm to get out of bed. You cry out but no one hears
and it’s as if no one sees and no one cares. You pretend and go through the
motions of living, but inside you are screaming to get out of the trap of
hopelessness and worthlessness. To make matters worse, you have a family (member),
colleague or a boss that constantly tells you, you are worthless and cannot
amount to anything good especially the way the trajectory of your life is
going. It looks like there is no one that understands you or is willing to
help. Sadly, you see nothing good in yourself and you can’t seem to see
anything good in the present or the future. No matter the accolades you receive
or acquire, all you can think of is how to end it all! Beloved, the fact that
you feel that way does not mean the feeling is right or legitimate. When you
were created, the Lord announced you are ‘GOOD’, because you were made in His image
and likeness: “God saw all that he had
made, and it was very good. Evening came and then morning: the sixth day”
(Genesis 1:31). He didn’t consult anyone
before making you, or placing you upon the face of the earth. He decided to do all
that because he had a plan in mind.
Beloved, the plan has not changed no matter
what your heart is telling you right now. God is greater than your heart: “You
know when I sit down and when I stand up; You
understand my thoughts from far away. You observe my travels and my rest;
You are aware of all my ways. Before a word is on my tongue, You know all about
it, Lord” (Psalm 139:2-4). When a man does not see himself the way God sees
him, there will be a problem in him achieving the set purpose for his life. The
enemy understands this, and he does everything he can through his agents to
change the picture God had placed in your heart. Beloved, that picture is a
message. If the enemy is able to change the message of your life, he changes
your wellbeing and your story. The reason you are feeling the way you do is
because the picture/message of your life has been tampered with. This is the
reason you feel it’s better to end it, because the picture you now have in your
heart is flawed, it is not the original picture God had placed in your heart.
The same strategy was used for Joseph. His brothers and Portiphar’s wife became
instruments in the hands of the devil to try and change the picture/message
that Joseph carried on the inside. If they had succeeded, the purpose of Joseph
as a forerunner and a preserver of lives would not have been realized: “He had sent a man ahead of them – Joseph,
who was sold as a slave. They hurt his feet with shackles; his neck was put in
an iron collar. Until the time his prediction came true, the word of the Lord
tested him” (Psalm 105:17-19).
Beloved, understand that what you receive or
experience is a function of the image you hold of yourself. This affects your behavior,
who you are and who you become, because as a man thinks, so he is (Proverbs 23:7a).
Joseph went through all that he went
through because he saw a picture, and held on tightly to it no matter what the enemy
threw at him. The Bible tells us that when God created man in His own image and
likeness, He gave man authority and dominion over everything (Genesis 1:26-28).
This means, you have authority over everything: powers, principalities and
rulers of this dark world, including the feelings of worthlessness,
hopelessness, guilt, helplessness, sadness and depression. Beloved, you have
authority over them and not the other way round! Depression is something so
many do not fully understand; the feeling of worthlessness, sadness,
helplessness and sometimes guilt can often be unexplained and overwhelming. Thus,
making it really difficult to talk about, but the Lord knows all these and
understands: “For it was You who created
my inward parts; You knit me together in my mother’s womb…Your eyes saw me when
I was formless; all my days were written in Your book and planned before a
single one of them began” (Psalm 139: 13 and 16). Oh wow, what a GOD we serve! “For I know the plans I have for you – this is
the Lord’s declaration – plans for your welfare, not for disaster, to give you
a future and a hope. You will call to Me and come and pray to Me, and I will
listen to you. You will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all
your heart. I will be found by you – the Lord’s declaration –…” (Jeremiah
29:11-14a).
Take a step of faith today beloved. Accept His love as you walk out
of the feelings of worthlessness, hopelessness, guilt and sadness into His arms
of love, joy and pleasures for evermore, in Jesus Christ name. Take this step
today and you will be blessed you did: “Now
to Him who is able to protect you from stumbling and to make you stand in the
presence of His glory, blameless and with great joy, to the only God our
Saviour, through Jesus Christ our Lord, be glory, majesty, power and authority
before all time, now and forever” (Jude 24). God bless you!
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